new layout [Mar 14 05 ` 3 40 pm] eek. i don't like it. this layout is not whats goin. someone help. make it pretty.. please <3 12 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Dec 30 04 ` 6 31 pm] None of this seems real. How could someone you know and love just die? You live each day never knowing that day could be your last. Or your friend's last. Why do people involve guns? Why is fighting worth risking your life? Why are people so dumb? Rashard Patterson, we all love you. R.I.P You will be missed. </3 http://www.thenewspress.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20041230/NEWS01/41230007/1075 5 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Dec 29 04 ` 5 12 pm] Friends Only ! comment and you will be added. =] 11 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Nov 28 04 ` 1 05 pm] yesterday i went to jennas. jordan came over. we watched pirates of the carribean. that was fun. even though i couldnt hear half of the movie. lol. then i came home and caity came over and we had ribs for dinner. quite delicious, even though there was fat on it. when it comes to meat i'm a perfectionist. lol. then jen torres came over. that was fun. we all need to hang out more often. i never see her. ive known her half my life too. lol. yeah so then we went to caitys house. a bunch of people came over. some of them were quite annoying and drunk, and others were cool. so that was interesting. i needed a night like that. i havent had one in a long time. it felt good to be around a lot of people again. then jen and everyone left. and me and caity talked for hours and hours. but we needed catching up to do. i miss her. we used to be each other's halves. i kinda felt incomplete sometimes. i love how we can be friends but each of us completely ourselves. we have different opinoins about certain things so its not like we just agree with each other cuz we think friends need to. you need diversity in friendships not clones. ok liosten to me im rambling, lol but the point of the story is it was nice to hang out with her again. like how it used to be. as for now Gaby's coming over so we can do a lab write up. now my question is how the hell can you do a labwrite up (write the hypothesis, procedure, etc.) if you cant even do a lab when you have the writeup given to you. lol. this is gay. but my brother's going home today. i miss him sometimes. i had him drive me all over cape coral since he's been here. i told him i gave him a taste of whats going to come if he ever has kids. carting them around. slick...right? lol. no but he's cool. too much sar--CAsm..right caity? lol. well im out guys. <3 make me feel loved an comment dammit! 6 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Nov 26 04 ` 11 38 pm] thanksgiving/birthday was ok. im happy with what i got, but i feel like im never gonna use some of it. oh well i guess thats just how it goes. but after dinner and presents and w.e i went to jenns house. steph was there. it was fun. we were trying to call people to do stuff cuz ya know we cant sit around on a brthday lol, but no one answered. what assholes!! lol. well i left around 1 to go home and clean my room. my dad told me i had till 4, but it wasnt done, but its ok cuz he wasnt home. by the time he got home it was clean. so thats good. then i went driving with my brother. he claims i almost hit a mailbox, but hes lying. thats bullshit, i was at least 5 inches from it. lol. yeah so then we picked up caity and the 3 of us went to go see (the movie) saw. now let me tell you, that movie is goood!! twisted and very disturbing but very good. i mean who the hell thinks up this stuff? they've gotta be one sick person. so then we were supposed to hang out with some people but they decided not to go over to her house, and we were also supposed to spend the night at my house but we decided to save it for tomorrow night. it better work out or im gonna beat some ass. so now im kinda bored at home and justins playing video games so maybe ill find away to entertain myself by bugging the shit outta him. what are siblings for?! god i love it. <3 5 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Nov 25 04 ` 12 04 pm] Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! make sure you eat a lot and get real fat. god i love thanksgiving. well today im officially 16, but i dont get my license until march =[ how sad. on the bright side thoug, me and jenn get it the same day!! haha. well thanks for everyones happy birthdays!! i love all of you guys. and again, happy thanksgiving to everyone!! so last night jenna went with me and my family to dinner and i got my favorite, filet mingon. god i love filet. jenna had it for the first time too. but of course she got the better one. more juicer and tender and of course she got the better mashed potatoes too. lol she sucks!! she cracks me hope though. she cracks my whole family up. i love her. haha. then she spent the night and we woke up and watched the macys day parade but she left before the end. and thats my day so far. hope everyone has an awesome thankcgiving. ill update more later. everyone tell me what you guys did/ are doing for today. <33 4 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Nov 24 04 ` 5 44 pm] well folks, today is november 24. which means tomorrow is a day to get fat. god how i love holidays. not only that but it means its exactly uno dia away from the one month till christmas mark. its also another special event. someone please tell me what this event might be? 8 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Nov 20 04 ` 9 16 am] (A) First, recommend to me: 1. a movie: 2. a book: 3. a musical artist, song, or album: (B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. (C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything & say <3 6 souvenirs &; send a postcard

ach! major headache. [Nov 15 04 ` 6 04 pm] chicago is by far the best place ever. i absolutely love it. especially in the fall. leaves on the ground (yes, even the brown ones are pretty, compared to our overplanted palm trees) and the cold wind blowing around you. the towns and cities, with 2 story houses and yards needing to be raked. taking the train to the city. shopping on michigan avenue, or viewing 5 different states from the sears tower. chicago is my dream. i had an awesome vacation. i would so drop everything and move there. its so picture perfect. beautiful houses, amazing malls, 4 different seasons. wow. im absolutely in love. funny thing is, this is definately not the first time ive been there. why am i so in love now? i wonder. im actually thinking about maybe going to college there, or possibly moving there after college. hmm...who knows? lots of time to wait, and decide, but its just a thought. i had an amazing time with ashton, her parents (Bill and Judy), her sister (Maggie), her brother (Joe), his g/f (Tanya), Larry, my AUNT PATTI!!, and of course my parents. i also got to see my Uncle John, Aunt Gloria, Kyle, and Nathan. and i must say i love Kyle's room. In the basement with a bunkbed, a couch, a recliner, a 36" TV, a computer, geez, id take it. but it was so increbily awesome. even though i was only there for 4 days (Thur-Sun) I wish i was there forever (ok maybe not that long) but i didnt wanna leave so soon. Oh well, that's life, you have experiences, then they end. All in favor of moving to Chicago with me, comment. =] <3 so incredibly unhappy to be home, and back to reality. 7 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Nov 11 04 ` 7 59 am] well something's wrong with my journal. "somehow" my layout codes got erased? yea i didnt do that? lol so i dont know what happened. anyways...im watchin cmt right now. watchin these music videos just waiting for the parentals. considering we're supposed to leave at 8 and it is 8. yeah. well we're going to chicago till sunday. should be fun. and cold, but quite fun. but on the downside im getting sick, and a drastic change in climate means sicker. damn. well im gonna go now. happy brithday to larissa on the 14th. sorry i wont be here babe. and another congragulations to caity on her winning first on the pride and patriotism art contest. way to go. well two weeks till my sweet 16. not too excited. well love you all. call me if you need anything. xox <3 court p.s. LARISSA I LOVE YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY. (in 3 days) =] 2 souvenirs &; send a postcard

boredom [Nov 5 04 ` 5 59 pm] today was low key day for me. i woke up at 9:45. went to school at 12:30 so i could take my english test after school. i decided i didnt feel like staying after school so i took the test during my 6th period which is art. so basically i didnt go to school today. other than that my day has been very boring. im not sure if im doing anything tonight. yeah pretty boring. but on a more exciting note, i get my hair done tomorrow. im thinking about dying i black and cutting it to to my chin. huh what do ya think?!!? ;). i think its a great idea. well im gonna go continue my boring day. debbie's in orlando so maybe ill convince my dad to take me to dinner, hmm? father daughter time. its been a long time. he's always working. either that or its the rare family time. its amazing how boring life can be sometimes. t.v is what keeps me alive. lol. my good old boy meets world. its the one thing i rely on to always be there. lol. and damn cheerleading starts again next week. i'm sooo not looking forward to it. well im out. <33 hit me up! 8 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Nov 4 04 ` 6 45 pm] havent updated in a while. and guess what. im not in the mood to now either. just wanted to let everyone know i was still alive. man i gotta keep up with this thing. but thanks tot eh comments in last entry. and sorry im so slow on getting back to you. one day i promise i will. either that or ill leave you a nice long message in yours. well im out. <33 court 2 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Oct 28 04 ` 9 09 pm] so for the moment things are okay. nelly came home with me today. that was funny. lol. when im with her i cant stop laughing. lol. she gives off a vibe...a happy vibe. lol. yeah...anyways. so i have a chem. project due on tuesday (which me and gabby need to get crackin on) and other things. and im really starting to feel lonely in many ways. guys and friends. ive thought about it a lot. i havent had a guy in over a year. and even then none of those really count i guess. most of the time it doesnt bother me but sometimes its just like..you just want someone. but its ok. i know in my life at least at this point there are soo many more important things. and thats true. i dont need to worry about my guys or lack there of. but im feeling kinda lonely with friends. i miss some of my old friends. and theres also a drama type thing (which usually i stay outta) and its a big dilemma to me of whether to or not to. i know its confusing you, and i cant really tell you but i guess im just looking for comfort. lol. comfort on what i should do. even though i know whats right. why does life always have to be whats right. why cant it just be what feels good. i feel like i help everyone with their problems all the time and then this gets thrown on me. please!! i just want to not have stress, and to have people help me for once. i feel like i dont get those extra special things in life everyone else seems to get. like i watch everyone else get everything and i just want for once that to be me. how come i cant get spoiled, or i cant get anything that makes me feel good? god i feel invisible right now. i dont feel all here. sorry im kinda pouring everything out, but theres a lot thats built up in me lately. this isnt even half. im just looking for some guidance in my life. what do i have thats special?? or noticable? what talents do i have? what is my life all gonna amount to in the end? why dont i feel special lately? why dont i feel important? whats my purpose? god, please just help me understand everything! im so confused and lost lately. <3 lonely and confused 6 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Oct 26 04 ` 3 23 pm] Under Major Construction. and i cant think of any cute journals. god i suck! lol. help!! 2 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Oct 23 04 ` 3 40 pm] i havent updated in a long time. homecoming was fun. too long ago to write a lot though. our last jv game was thursday against north. we won. we finished undefeated that was fun. we had a pep ralley. that was ok too i guess. and then last night we played north. we won. i didnt get there till 3rd quarter though. i walked around by myself for a while. that was kinda boring. lol. i saw some people i ahvent seen in a while. and i miss a lot fo them. well im gonna go. 1 souvenir &; send a postcard

[Oct 11 04 ` 3 10 pm] so today was okay. probaly one of the most comfortable days of my life. im telling you these lil gap sweat pants i love em. everyone should own a pair. no joke. id like one in every color, id wear them everyday. seriously.today was pajama day and pretty much almost everyone dressed up. or got comfy or whatever. some cute pj's i must say. then we had greenie growl after school. kyle took me michelle emily and melissa to burger king then the meeting. the least productive meeting ever! but w.e. then kyle took me home. aww he's another new jersey native. only the cool come from jersey. lol. j.p. tomorrow is college day and powder puff (got canceled today) and premiere night. oh yeah and practice somwhere in there. hopefully tomorrow's practice is as good as last weeks. so since i got home ive been watching t.v im really exciting. lol. im out. <33 2 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Oct 10 04 ` 12 08 pm] havent updated in quite some time. things have been ok i guess. im exhausted though, all the time. dont get enough sleep. this weekend i babysat both friday and saturday. it was fun. i love kids. other than that, nothing too much has happened. i enjoy cheerleading a lot better now. the game on thursday was awesome. homecoming week is this week. should be fun. but right now my tummy hurts. =[ ouch! hit me up with comments, im feeling unloved!! hehe. :/ 11 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Oct 1 04 ` 4 26 pm] todays school day: pretty good. after school was awesome. annie took me, michelle, courtney, kyle, and whompler to coldstone where we met up with ariel, angie, jordan, tony, fish, and one or two other kids. that was interesting. then me annie michelle courtney kyle and whompler went back to my house for a little bit. of course i tried to feed them lol and appearantly my hospitality is overwhelming. lol. well thats all for the moment. cypress and ft. myers game tonight. i wanna go! i just might. this is supposed to be a huugee game..big rivalries. we'll see. 4 souvenirs &; send a postcard

[Sep 26 04 ` 6 00 pm] friday night was def. a lot of fun! i needed it. i havent really been out of my house for a while it seems. i went over to jenna's and we chilled outside for a while. then we got ready for the movies and went with terri, zack, drew, ronnie, mary, dawn, and jason. the movies was lame except me jenna zack and drew made it fun haha!! well then the four of us decided to leave and the others stayed to watch the forgotten. We got home at like 10:30 and had the most hilarious dinner ever. lol. "yeah they really like to blow people off." lol haha jenna's a trip. then everyone else came home and we walked outside for a while then went to ronnie's and dawn's. but mary and dawn had to wake up early so me and jenna went back to jenna's. we were layin in her room bout ready to fall asleep when all the guys decide to come try to scare us and sneak into jennas room. we heard them outside of her door so jenna goes and scares the shit outta them when she opens the door. then they made us stay awake. ronnie was a tad bit gone that night and actin crazy as hell. it was really funny. but then everyone else went to bed and me jenna zack and drew stayed up till 5 or something talkin and laughing. jenna told us hers and terri's baby shit story...damn thats the greatest!!! saturday me and jenna chilled around her house all day i straightened her hair. it looked really good. then me jenna terri and zack went to jennas grandma's for dinner. that was soo much fun. these kids are effin hilarious!! then i came home and did nothing!! well thats my weekend! im out,. <33 send a postcard

[Sep 24 04 ` 4 09 pm] today was actually a pretty good day. who woulda thought chemistry could be so fun! lol! =]. wow me and gabby!! im so glad i have that class with her. and the kid that sits behind her.. he's definately a trip!! what's his name? i wanna say matt? or ryan?? hmm.. now i feel bad. child care was lil frustrating writing hand over hand with the kids. they wouldnt even look at what they were writing. but i think the whole idea is cute: (it's "A" week) they painted a paper plate red and they glued a popsicle stick on the top (stem) and a leaf cutout on top then they put their picture in the middle then above that it says you are the apple of my eye then they are giving it to their parents!! isnt that so cute!! lol i love it (i found it!!) hehe comment me and tell me what ya think. also if you have any ideas for "C" week. i have "B" week already planned. i think im going over to jennas now! well im out, <33 courto 1 souvenir &; send a postcard

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